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Recently im joining as trainer for my part time feeling good and fit. I met a young girl with very active and joyful named Carrie who is my partner too! We workout and trained people everyday. Last weekends, she suggest to hiking just want to see the sunrise. Quite interesting so i'm joining plus she got jio him makes me want to follow too but luckily we use the first trip of train get up to Penang Hill at 6.30am.. reaching there with quite disappointed because too much haze so its blocked the sunrise! After we snap snap everywhere and walk walk everywhere we have our breakie at the foodcourt.. After that, I saw the air brush tattoo makes me wanna try so I choose a deer as my tattoo; feeling excited and down again because halfway the ink couldn't come out so the indian girl wash it out and the deal is end! Next, we hike down from Penang hill using the tar road and that time is about 9am plus..
The tar road is sooo 90° and I can imagine that if hike up sure dead on halfway.. the distance from Penang Hill down to Botanical Garden is took 5km! I love the moment we took pictures around with all smelly sweat and chit chat while hike down.. hahahaha xD
On the half way about 2km we using mud road something like jungle trecking to end our hiking experience! This is my first time and feeling adventure walk by the forest and get down by using staircases! A moment makes me super excited is when u saw the tar road ending after the staircases.. and shout out FINALLY! And we made it.. I love the nature, sound of water, birds chirping and some winds.. too bad of the hazzy makes the experience not so complete!
After done the hiking, we took Uber car to Gurney just want to eat lots of meat (BBQ Plaza) too bad is renovation! So the end we ate Nando's as our lunch.. After that, we took rapid bus to komtar and change the route back to Penang Hill get our car which park at there in the morning! Feeling wonderful and back home without rest just took a bath heading to friend's sis daughter birthday! Sounds far right? Hahaha.. its another new experience to me which is full of Hello Kitty theme party! The deco is decorate by wanxin.. she really talented and of course helping her some stick and deco too!
Sing birthday song, cut a cake and have some toast about 9pm I chaoz for another round birthday gathering at Beer Fac Sunmerton with my collaegues. Is Wilber birthday and Eva all the way from KL coming down too.. we have chilling with Johnny Walker Black Label called as HighBall for our main alcohol together some poker cards to play "King" game. In middle we giving him a surprise singing birthday song and bought him fav choc banana cake.. He like it and thanks to Beer Fac staff to make the environment more happening which thrown the orange vodka on his mouth too! Quite fun but not so crazy as I thought.. about 1am plus we all end the gathering and heading to Jiao Sai for supper. We ate and all back own home. This is the day that quite hard to forget too because all is new memory for me and I guess he too. 031015 :)

相反的爱~

爱上了，可是另外一半却停止了。不再打电话，不再问候也没有话要跟我说什么了！很好，都是自己搞得那么复杂都是自己拿来的没得怨！我可以明白他的心情也许我们蛮多相识的。我一直告诉自己想做什么就去做也是我朋友小玲告诉我的，只要我觉得开心的就去做因为我们没有重来的第二次所以要珍惜每一天。这句好熟悉因为我每次都告诉自己和身边的朋友们...我们吵架了也闹了要停止因为觉得过火了，说是停止可是我的心很不想要也想念他所以就鼓起勇气打给他可是却没接然后不久他就打来了问我什么事情？那时我就跟他说了骗话说是按错！我的脑袋在干嘛。然后我也问他如果没有我的miscal就不会再打给我了吗？他说会可是感觉上就是他不想要了~觉得自己烦所以也告诉他跨电话了！今天早上我一醒来就打给他了，打了之后也不懂要说什么？只怕他生气我因为昨晚我很迟才到家！为什么我那么在意？当中觉得他一点都不想跟我聊下去了也没有心情吧~我就跨了。到现在他都不打也不回复信息因为下午发了照片有Doraemon给他看，他看了却没回复所以我明白了！我不应该再继续打扰他了只让他觉得不舒服也不开心。真的好伤心！真希望就他所说的能够在一起珍惜现在的时光就好了。可是太早了！所以他的朋友结缘我也没有必要去了~ :(

Hazzy Weather

Late sleep with tears because of ownself fault is never be forgiving by others.. no matter how lets it flow normally and I really dont care about it d! Wake up today with super sleepy with keep on laying here and there until almost the time only willing to woke up! As usual, bath first, brush teeth second and wash face third.. saw my eyes was red and very painful! Done everything put few drops on my eyes at car before start my journey to work! Huh.. Roads is super smooth but weather haze getting thicker which from 50° yesterday come to 86° and yeah is reported by radio news! Reach office on time no late.. Holy! Im sneezing whole day.. anyway, briefing, follow up, sales claim and visit merchants as usual.. before come back office I went for shopping but only spent RM7 with 2 sport pants and 2 waterproof bags.. thanks to him for a surprise and present which congratz me for my trainer passed! Yes, recently workout and working at BNBGym.. its a new concept of group workout with toning and shaping your body! Superb and I promise myself in one month want to see some results. U think can I? Hahaha xD
So from Monday til Friday im worked for 14hours.. woots to me! Ya, done my workout, reach home, done bath and get ready for sleep :)
P/s: Thanks for Uncle Tetsu.. love it!

R.I.P to ME!

Im dead.. totally dead!!! I really should make a decision for myself.. After thinking for sooooo damn long im decided to let him go meanwhile I should concentrate on my side.. if he really waiting for you, he will catch up to you not im standing there waiting him to come right? After KL, mayb I will did that and its fair enough for current side too! Shit.. im like a bitch!!! God, pls tell me why and how? Only thing I can do is let the time shows everything and I give myself timeline which is after Taiwan answer will be come out automatically! I feel that too.. really fuck up of me!!! How I wish my mind suddenly lost and everything starts from zero.. how good was that?! Im not sure about that.. ah hah~
I feel myself really deep into it but I know I should not and its not fair for him! Today he was sick, I knew that but dunno why in sudden I just walk off the room because im feel like if stay more im dead more.. looking his pale face is makes me feel worry and wanna take care of him! When I walk off he phone me and nvr ask me come back too.. I pissed off in sudden and after 3 rounds of lift I only get in!!! After that, he asking me why I leave? I feel omg.. what am I doing? Im regret~~~ but at last not going back too bcoz its almost time for my workout! Haiz.. Haiz.. Haiz.. T.T

Am I too late?

This problem is been founded 3 years ago.. I am frusfrated and asking around should I let go or giving chance! Everybody is curious why so sudden? This is because recently he discuss with me about marriage and for me marriage is very big matter so I look on this matter very seriously! Thats why come out all the issues from past tense which not yet settle.. I know everything is depends on me but I need time because its been a long relationship and I treated him as my part of family.. I cannot imagine the pic of sadness and emotional of him and maybe myself too.. I will find a day to talk face to face is easier than phone! Its been awhile I keep on asking myself where is my right one? Did he really appear? Did he really care about me and understand me? Why love so complicated?
Im exhausted and tiring after Dannok trip too.. Good Night and temporary just let it be and focused on my wages! +.+