Misunderstood.. I guess!

Am I too straight? The word from my mouth are too poison?
Today I told my mum about something and im realise that she dont have good patient, easily to get angry! Me and my family have a dinner together, when on the way fetching my sis at her friend's house my mum was keep on complaining that her daughter never love to stay home.. As I know is my sis went her friend house is because her friend flying to US soon so its take a very longer time to meet each other. My mum is think short person and she never think about people feeling beside her own. Anyway, when reach the house my sis come out from the house late bit so let us waiting and I know sure get mumbling by my mum.. When she start mumbling we ask her be patient and I spoke out a word with my sis that if mum no mumbling her mouth will itchy! This is just a joke but my mum heard and she angry at me.. She angry until dinner done.. feel speechless and feel she really sensitive recently! Mayb she kept herself too long at home..
Trying to bring her out and she lazy not feeling want to go out.. so the end also stay at home and I just bring my sis out! Thats it.. Want to share with somebody but no one too so throw my feeling on here better! Unhappy but also feeling nothing! Good Night =/

Drop half of heartbeat

As usual every morning will using express highway go to work.. This morning I driving heading up to flyover suddenly in front of my car Peugeot he want to take fast lane but the end he turning in back. Im wondering so im turning out to fast lane but im do the same thing too.. An uncle standing between fast lane and second lane there.. OMG! He crazy or not? I nearly bang him like bowling pin luckily I still know how to brake and turning back. Shit! Cant imagine I bang into him?! Luckily he is fine and cross to opposite safely. Super kin chiong on morning :/

不对的一天

今天发生太多时了，早上到下午office system down所以什么事情都做不到。然后就和同事一起吃午餐后就回来做一些事情就出去找merchants了！大部分的还是在忙着所谓的GST..真的是太烦人了。晚餐呢就和她一起吃也听了很多她的问题！突然觉得自己多了一个需要我的朋友也觉得她的人不错也很单纯所以就答应了她和她家人的趁诺~不久后，我的朋友打电话来问一问还是该不该的事也突然觉得自己很像什么什么的大姐！有点觉得累可是战时而已...到家了就看了一部所谓的三级片又非常有感情的电影。觉得不错可是永远就是有缺一些事就是到最后是不能在一起...我的心情今天非常很大的变动因为突然觉得很down可能听到一些不太想听的东西可是我知道这是我自己拿来的！好吧，累了好好睡觉了~ 晚安 ><

不一样的我

突然觉得想用华语来写写我的心情。我换工了也感觉很好因为真的以我想象中是不一样。这是我算是第一次上班在一个很大的company也是日本人的方式感觉很有规则可是有时候觉得太麻烦了。四月了也是我被confirmed了感觉很好因为可以继续和我的有趣同事和我的搞笑manager们一起工作。我蛮喜欢这个环境，也能想象到我会很不舍的如果我离开。哈哈，怎么突然那么感性！Anyway,最近发生蛮多事有好也有坏... 说说坏的吧，前三个星期的星期四我又包包又被抢走了！这次觉得太恐怖了因为那个马来仔是从我的后面走过来抢的，真的很气也根本没想到会打枪这件事因为那时很多人！这个社会越来越够力了。两位都是年青的马来男孩有手有脚都不明白为什么要做这些事！算了吧也不想想那么多了只是觉得很有影印了尤其是当一个人去拿车还是等等~不喜欢这个感觉太没有安全感了！:(
好事呢就是我终于被confirmed了还有最近和同事们越来越好。会慢慢有很多话题compare我之前进来时感到很陌生可是都觉得他们都好好！也让我很高兴的事就是第一次参与company dinner..真的第一次！觉得很好，非常大型也第一次觉得他家的期待要穿什么礼服之类的所以我也买了一件觉得不错的礼服咯... 我们提早一天去，我们下去Ipoh找Jayee也一起吃点心也谢谢她因为她请客然后吃了我们就上云顶也玩了bowling,吃和开玩笑觉得很好！对了，云顶真的不是那么冷了~ just FYI :) 然后呢隔一天我们就下去KL而且我们的住的酒店是5星的叫One World Hotel.. Its amazing 还有房间非常的大可惜忘了带泳衣所以就没有尝试它的泳池了~ Dinner后我们就和老板一起2nd round.. 就在酒店隔壁而已而且是rooftop的！玩的很high也喝了几杯酒所以回的时有点晕晕可是还可以，我的roommate觉得她不错只是没机会和她说多两句只有拍几张照片。好吧，照片可以让你们懂我有多开心就在那两天 :)

Feeling bad and happy!

Today after i watched my best friend ever wedding proposal, im crying hard. I wonder why and after that knew it that this is deep relationship and feel soooo much happy when she getting marry with a good man. Her man make his words and gave her the best, i can feel the happiness there. So touching and luckily im not there if not im the one taking attention d! Cry like hell.. I'm feeling bad that i was not there but luckily is not a marriage day if not i will more regret ever! Thanks Linda for short video call to me let me see the process although is blur but i can feel it. I know she angry but i really hope she can understand what in my heart always with her.. swear to God! Feeling grateful and be happiness wife ever ya.. friendship forever ♡