Hazzy Weather

Late sleep with tears because of ownself fault is never be forgiving by others.. no matter how lets it flow normally and I really dont care about it d! Wake up today with super sleepy with keep on laying here and there until almost the time only willing to woke up! As usual, bath first, brush teeth second and wash face third.. saw my eyes was red and very painful! Done everything put few drops on my eyes at car before start my journey to work! Huh.. Roads is super smooth but weather haze getting thicker which from 50° yesterday come to 86° and yeah is reported by radio news! Reach office on time no late.. Holy! Im sneezing whole day.. anyway, briefing, follow up, sales claim and visit merchants as usual.. before come back office I went for shopping but only spent RM7 with 2 sport pants and 2 waterproof bags.. thanks to him for a surprise and present which congratz me for my trainer passed! Yes, recently workout and working at BNBGym.. its a new concept of group workout with toning and shaping your body! Superb and I promise myself in one month want to see some results. U think can I? Hahaha xD
So from Monday til Friday im worked for 14hours.. woots to me! Ya, done my workout, reach home, done bath and get ready for sleep :)
P/s: Thanks for Uncle Tetsu.. love it!

R.I.P to ME!

Im dead.. totally dead!!! I really should make a decision for myself.. After thinking for sooooo damn long im decided to let him go meanwhile I should concentrate on my side.. if he really waiting for you, he will catch up to you not im standing there waiting him to come right? After KL, mayb I will did that and its fair enough for current side too! Shit.. im like a bitch!!! God, pls tell me why and how? Only thing I can do is let the time shows everything and I give myself timeline which is after Taiwan answer will be come out automatically! I feel that too.. really fuck up of me!!! How I wish my mind suddenly lost and everything starts from zero.. how good was that?! Im not sure about that.. ah hah~
I feel myself really deep into it but I know I should not and its not fair for him! Today he was sick, I knew that but dunno why in sudden I just walk off the room because im feel like if stay more im dead more.. looking his pale face is makes me feel worry and wanna take care of him! When I walk off he phone me and nvr ask me come back too.. I pissed off in sudden and after 3 rounds of lift I only get in!!! After that, he asking me why I leave? I feel omg.. what am I doing? Im regret~~~ but at last not going back too bcoz its almost time for my workout! Haiz.. Haiz.. Haiz.. T.T